New Year. Same Struggle.

New Year. Same Struggle.

I don’t care what ‘experts’ say, you don’t have to love writing to be a successful writer.  Personally, I hate writing. I always have. Okay, that’s not completely true.  Let me go a bit deeper.  I’m not a fan of the physical act of writing.  I dislike sitting at a computer all day, staring at a bright screen.  I dislike typing, and am not good at it. These two things are tied together because my dislike of staring at the screen leads me to staring at my fingers on the keyboard, which lead to typos, which leads to my dislike of typing. But none of this matters because I do LOVE being an author.

When I look at the words on the page and they form a story the feeling is indescribable. The knowledge that my mind has created a world with people (because characters are people to me) in it that others read and enjoy brings me a contentment and sense of accomplishment that is unmatched.

That is why I sit at the keyboard, and start again, every time.

For me, writing is hard. especially starting. Starting a new story, starting a new chapter, and new page, and new day. Doesn’t matter what, starting is hard. The magic comes after I’ve been at it for a bit, and I slowly lose track of everything around me as I sink deeper and deeper into the world on the page. I love the feeling of getting lost in the story, even while I dislike the act of writing because sitting and writing is hard. Not just hard on the mind, but the emotions, and the body too. Knowing this I try to set timers to get up and walk around or do something to keep my body somewhat fluid, and then I have to start again. Ugh!

But, because I love being an author. Because I love creating, and sharing what I create, I keep doing it. Writing is the same as anything else you choose to do, or not do. You need to accept how simple it is, how hard it is, and know what you dislike about it, and what you love about it.  If you don’t understand these things  it’s unlikely you’ll stick with it. With anything.

Do you have a passion? Do you think about these things? Why you love it, why it brings you joy? The things you don’t like about it? Please share with me in the comments. I’d love to know.