Archive for May, 2007



Thursday, May 31st, 2007
News Friday

First off, for the month of June, starting today, I’m going to be doing a giveaway here on the blog every Friday. So be sure to drop by and check things out, you might win something!!

Second, I heard the nasty rumor that Studio 60 on the Sunset Strip was cancelled, and I’m heartbroken. Seriously people, it’s a great show. I love the characters, the actors and the humor that somehow still manages to be a drama. If you haven’t seen this show..give it a try. (You can watch past episodes on the internet…just follow the link above) If you HAVE seen it, watch it again. Yes, I’m trolling for people to watch and support it because I am still holding out hope that it won’t get cancelled! So, please support it, even if it’s just as a favor to me.

Trouble releases in two months (and is available for pre-order right now) so I want to talk about it for a minute. Samair, the heroine, is very briefly in Watch Me, My story in Kink, as a salesgirl in the womens clothing botique. Trouble starts off with her having just decided to change her life. Samair decides she’s tired of trying to be someone she feels she isn’t, and doing a job that doesn’t satisfy her passion. So she decides to go after her dream, and start up her own design lable. And she’s designing lingerie, among other things.

So..for my Friday Giveaway this week, tell me in the comments what your dream job is, and if you’re doing it. If you’re not doing it, would you drop everything and go for it if you were given the change?

I’ll draw a winner from the comments tomorrow. The Prize? A $25 Gift Certificate for Amazon.com.

Thursday, May 31st, 2007
Happy HNT

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Another one I took at the conference in Houston. Subtly sexy with all the different textures that make you want to touch, and just a tease of bare skin.

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Wednesday, May 30th, 2007
Hump Day.

I have edits fro SEXY DEVIL sitting here, and I need to get my ass in gear with some writing. I also need to get motivated into going back to the gy, (I haven’t gone yet this week). Not sure what’s going on with myself. I did get my hair cut again.

When I came back from RT in Houston, I got my hair cut short. But I didn’t like it. It wasn’t short enough, or the style was just wrong. So I went in yesterday again, and this time she not only trimmed the length, but thinned it out and styled it. So now I have a hair style. :) A friend took some pics last night so when i get them I’ll post them, but it’s short, straight and very very different from my natural look. I love the change.

I’ve decided not to renew my RWA membership. Nothing major, I just find that I’m not getting anythign out of the organization, so why remain? If I go to the conference next year, I might renew, or I might just pay the extra for a non menber to attend. I’ll decide then.

What’s going on with you?

Monday, May 28th, 2007
Flowers

On my not so sunny deck. In June I hope there will be more sun and the flowers will bloom even bigger.

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Saturday, May 26th, 2007
A teaser of Trouble

Trouble Cover Trouble releases on August 7th, and I figure it’s time to give you all a little peek. You can see the first chapter HERE if you want, but fro the weekend, I thought I’d give you a bit of something special.

First: The Blurb.
Samair Jones is fed up with being a pushover for her boss and for her two-timing boyfriend. All she wants is to live by her own rules. Then she meets hot nightclub owner Valentine Ward and the decadent possibilities of answering only to herself become daringly clear. Especially when Valentine is willing to indulge every one of Samair’s fantasies- no strings attached.

At least none that Samair can see. Then she meets Valentine’s powerful, jealous, and dangerously manipulative ex-wife Vera. Vera’s about to throw a new kink into Samair and Valentine’s games, and this one could be trouble.

Now The excerpt
Despair was heavy in Val’s gut as he stared at the numbers in front of him.

Three weeks. He had three weeks left to raise fifty thousand dollars. That’s over fifteen thousand a week, free and clear of the clubs normal running expenses, and no way to do it. The account pages printed out from his computer weren’t giving him any brilliant ideas, but he didn’t know where else to look.

His head fell back against the chair and he closed his eyes. He needed an idea. A big one. An event that wouldn’t cost him much to put together, but would bring in a big crowd with money to spend.

In his mind he pictured the warehouse when he’d bought it. It had taken more than money to turn it into the club it was now. Sex sells for sure, but he’d made sure to keep it classy.

He’d worked the club himself every night. Sometimes he worked the bar, sometimes he’d worked the door. Unable to afford to pay dancers, but wanting to keep the caged as a classy feature and not a trashy fixture, he’d gotten the idea to make the cages exclusive only to dancers who passed an audition. In return for dancing for him, he gave them perks like never having to pay cover, use of the VIP area or private party room for no charge, and occasional bar tabs.

Nothing but pure determination and guts had helped him get Risqué started, and slowly business had picked up. He’d re-invested every penny and kept building and improving Risqué. And it had paid off.

His club was one of the hottest in town. He was bringing in a steadily growing income that would make any businessman proud. Only it wasn’t enough.

The club would’ve been his, free and clear in less than a year at the rate he was going. But it wasn’t enough, Vera had to fuck it up. Spoiled little rich girl that was, she’d taken his leaving her as a sign of war and she was hitting him where it hurt. And it hurt real bad.

What the fuck was he going to do?

The sharp peal of his cell phone pulled him from his thoughts and he snatched it off the desk. Caller ID said Private Number.

“Hello.”

“I’d like to live out another fantasy, please.”

Samair.

He eyed the papers spread across his desk. The numbers weren’t going to change on their own, and he really shouldn’t let himself get distracted.

“Val?”

Maybe a little distraction was just what he needed. Something to rejuvenate his fighting spirit. “You called the right man.”

Thirty minutes later the doorbell rang and Val glanced at his watch in surprise. She was on time. He put the unopened beer in his hand back on the shelf, and closed the fridge.

Sure steps brought him to the front door, and when he opened it his mouth went dry.

Blond hair tousled, blue eyes sparkling, and curves covered up by a shiny black PVC coat had Samair looking like an angel recently kicked out of heaven for misbehaving … and glad of it.

The fair skin at her throat sparkled with some sort of glitter, leading his eyes to the shadowed cleavage showcased by the mini-trench coat. With the jacket cinched tight at her waist it flared out to end at mid-thigh and left lots of leg to drool over.

Like the skirt she’d worn the other night, it brought one thought to his mind, easy access. “Are you wearing panties under that?”

“That’s for me to know,” she said as she stepped past him to enter the house. “And you to find out.”

Her scent filled his head and his body tightened. His dick was waking up fast.

She’d stopped in the middle of the small entrance way and was looking around. The apartment was nothing special, and for the first time since he’d moved in there, he cared what someone thought. When he left Vera, he hadn’t really cared where he lived, as long as it was far from his ex. He spent most of his time at the club anyway.

Just when he’d started to think about finding a new place, he found out about the crap she’d pulled with his bank officer, and he couldn’t afford it. When it came to choosing between a nice condo or his club, the club won hands down. Not that it mattered, Samair wasn’t exactly there to help him decorate.

With that in mind he stepped close, invading her personal space he leaned in, his loose hair falling forward and blending with hers as he whispered in her ear. “I hope to find out more than if you’ve got underwear on.”

He brushed his fingertips against her bare thigh and watched her pupils dilate and the pulse at the base of her throat throb. Good. It was nice to know she was as hot for him as he was for her.

He shifted closer to kiss her, but she braced a hand on the center of his chest and stopped him cold. “Uh uh.”

“No?”

“I’m here to live out a fantasy. A fantasy you promised me.” She tilted her head back and met his gaze head on. “In this fantasy, I’m in charge and you’re mine to do with as I please.”

Christ!

She’d managed to pick the one thing he wasn’t sure he could pull off. Control was something he valued way to much to give up to anyone. Yet, every muscle in his body was suddenly strung tight, eager to be touched and stroked. His cock was hard enough to hammer nails with and his jeans were tighter than the ball of tension growing in the middle of his chest.

Samair licked her lips, watching him closely.

The urge to say ‘No way’ was strong, but he shoved it away and met her gaze. They weren’t strangers anymore, and he wanted to keep it that way. If he said no now, their affair might end right there. And right then, she was the only thing giving him pleasure in life. He wasn’t ready for it to end.

When he didn’t say anything and she dropped her bag on the floor before she started a slow stroll around him. Her hand smoothed up over his chest, she fingered the ends of his hair and he suppressed a shiver as goose bumps rose on his skin. She let go and trailed her hand across his shoulder, and down his back.

He waited for her to pat his ass but it didn’t happen, and he was surprised at the disappointment he felt.

“You’ve been deliciously in charge each time we’ve been together, and it occurred to me that I haven’t been gotten to play much,” she said as she came around in front of him again. “So tonight, I’m the kid, and you’re the candy store.”

Her playfulness helped him relax a little. “Does that mean you’re going to eat me?”

“Among other things.” She winked and stepped back.

She unbelted the jacket, shrugged it off her shoulders and it dropped to the floor leaving her standing there in a shiny PVC halter and a matching pair of short shorts.

“You like?” Samair held up her hands and slowly turned in a circle.

Oh yeah. He liked so much he forgot to breathe when he saw that the shorts barely covered her magnificent ass. She was all woman and the caveman inside him was fighting to get out.

“Yes,” he growled low in his throat and she laughed.

“Take me to your bedroom.”

“Yes, ma’am.” He reached down, grabbed a handful of ass and lifted. Samair wrapped her legs around his waist and they stared at each other as he walked from the room. Every step had her bumping against his hard-on and he thanked God he lived in such a small place. His bedroom was less than a dozen steps from the front entrance.

He stopped in the middle of his room and arched an eyebrow. “What next, ma’am?”

“You may put me down now.” Her full lips twitched. The little minx was trying not to laugh!

He stepped forward and dropped her on the bed, loving the surprised squeak she made when she bounced. She might be playing at being a dominatrix, but they both knew she was doing just that. Playing.

And it was just what he needed. Some good ol’, down and dirty lighthearted fun. Entertainment of the best kind.

“Strip for me,” Samair commanded from her lounging position in the center of the bed, eager to see Val completely naked for the first time.

Fire flashed in his eyes. The same fire that flared when she’d told him what her fantasy was. As strong and in control as this man always was, it was obvious that the thought of letting her have free rein with his body turned him on.

She’d known it was a risk to try this with him. But he was always so in control when they were together. Each time he had her so hot and horny that she wasn’t even aware she didn’t get to touch him until it was all over.

The idea of taking charge had come to her when they were still in the private room at Risqué. He had just given her an orgasm so fucking strong her knees had buckled, and she’d still wanted to lay him down and climb on top.

Now she was gonna make it happen, and she was going to take her time doing it.

Val stood at the foot of the bed, hands on his hips. When he’d opened the door for her and she’d seen him with his hair down for the first time, her fingers had immediately started itching to stroke the glossy blue-black strands. Now she wanted to see it against bare skin.

He reached over his head and pulled the faded blue t-shirt off in one smooth move. She drank in her first sight of his naked chest. She’d felt those muscles under her hands, against her body, but she’d yet to see them. His chest was firm, with little brown nipples poking through a small pelt of dark hair. The washboard hardness of his stomach made her mouth water. Her gaze followed the treasure trail of hair from his belly button to where it disappeared under his waistband.

His hands paused on the last button of his button-fly jeans and she raised her gaze to his.

“Spread your legs for me.” His voice was husky, raw.

She realized her own hand was between her thighs, mirroring his actions. She let her knees fall apart and ran a fingertip over her covered slit, and up to the bare skin of her belly.

“I want you naked, Val. Hurry up.”

“Yes, Ma’am.” He shoved his jeans over his hips, taking any underwear he’d had on with them. She was pleased to see that he made a point of taking his socks off too.

She sat up an inched her way to the end of the bed.

“Come closer,” she commanded when she was sitting with her feet on the floor.

She’d planned to tease them both once he was naked. But the sight of his long thick cock standing so proud was too hard to resist. She reached out, cupped his ass, and pulled him closer. Rubbing her cheek over the silk covered hardness, she inhaled his scent, and let her breath tease him.

His butt clenched under her hands and she scraped her nails across them lightly, eliciting a low groan from him. With slow deliberate moves she kissed the flat of his belly and the crease of his thigh. Then when his hands reached for her head, she took him in her mouth.

She parted her lips and took him as deep as she could. Gentleness and teasing gone, she licked and sucked with more enthusiasm than skill. He felt so good in her mouth, his thighs trembling under her hands. He tasted so good, all musky man and pure sex.

Sucking air in through her nose, she fought to breathe as she bobbed her head up and down. With each stroke she swirled her tongue around the shaft, feeling it throb and grow harder and thicker in her mouth as his hands clenched in her hair and his moans filled the room.

She was in control. She was making him moan and sigh and cry out her name. She didn’t want it to ever stop.

Reaching between his thighs with one hand she palmed his heavy sac. Rolling his balls between her fingers, she squeezed lightly.

His fists tightened in her hair. “Christ, you’re gonna kill me, darlin’.”

Heart pounding, blood racing through her veins, Samair, pulled her mouth away and looked up at him. He stroked a gentle finger down her cheek and the air between them shifted. At that moment, they didn’t need words to communicate.

Samair reached for his hands and lay back on the bed, pulling him down above her. The playful teasing atmosphere was gone, as was her desperate hunger for him. In its place was a connection like she’d never felt before.

His body came down full length on top of her and she reveled in his weight. Eye’s still locked, he lowered his head and touched her lips softly. A light grazing, back and forth before she parted them and his tongue slipped inside.

Lips softened, tongues rubbed and heartbeats matched as they looked deep into one another’s eyes. Passion, trust and acceptance were silently given and received.

Samair’s hands ran over Val’s back, the muscled rippling beneath her palms. His chest pressed down on hers, his hips flexing between her thighs making her inside ache to be filled. Bracing her hands on his shoulders, she arched up and rolled them both so she was on top. With a quick wiggle she got rid of her shirts before straddling Val’s hips, and taking him deep inside her.

“Yes,” Samair hissed.

Val’s mouth opened, but no sound came out.

“Oh, Val,” she murmured as she began to rock her hips. “This is going to be so good.”

His heavy lidded gaze fueled her inner fire in a way that his hands on her hips couldn’t. There was lust and fire and raw hunger in his gaze as he watched her. His fingers dug into the softness of her hips for a moment then those hot hands reached back and cupped her ass. He squeezed and fondled her plumpness and she’d never felt more beautiful or sexy in her life.

Straightening up, she watched him watch her as she ran her hands over her belly and ribcage. She slid the halter up and cupped her bared breasts. When she pinched her nipples, her insides clenched in response. Val groaned and thrust upwards, going deeper.

She smiled, and did it again.

Unable to tease herself anymore, she braced her hands on his chest, looked deep into his eyes and started to ride him. She lifted and lowered onto the man that had lit the fire within her, her speed picking up as the bed squeaked and bounced and she slammed down onto him. His hands gripped her ass as he matched her thrust for thrust, his panting mingling with hers to make erotic music.

“Samair … come on baby … I’m going to come.”

She closed her eyes, focused on the feel of his naked cock deep inside her. Touching her core. Touching her heart.

Her pussy tightened and his cock jerked at the same moment his thumb slid between them and circled her clit.

“Yes!”

Warmth filled her pussy and tremors shook her body as her she ground down on Val and welcomed the pleasure of taking everything he had to give.

Friday, May 25th, 2007
Passionate Prose.

I’m over at the Passionate Prose blog today with a short post abotu Reality TV shows. Hop on over and voice your opinion.

Thursday, May 24th, 2007
HNT

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Like the legs? I thought they were nice too, which is why I took the pic. Nope they’re not mine. But the pic is motivating me to hit the gym again tomorrow. *grin*

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Wednesday, May 23rd, 2007
Not Much Happening.

Not much happening in my life right now. I’m just working, and planting flowers to make my sundeck look pretty for the summer. (I’ll take a picture when I’m done). I’ve skipped the last two days at the gym and sort of had a junk food thing going on. Not sure why…I thinkit’s my muse. He feeds on junk food. I wish I had a muse who fed on working out. LOL

What are you all up to out there? Anything exciting, or just watching all the season finale’s on TV?

Monday, May 21st, 2007
Unconditional Love

When I was growing up we had dogs. Big Dogs. You see, when my Mom was young, she used to rodeo (Barell Racer) and after she married my Dad, and they started moving around alot for his job, she switched her passion to dogs. (easier to move with). We mostly had shepards, and rottwielers. And all our dogs were very well trained, show and compitition dogs.

There were times when my mom would drag me and my brother out of bed before the sun rose, and take us out to the back field (we lieved in Saskatchewan at this time) and tell us to go hide. I’d go climb a tree and go back to sleep. Why did she do this? Because she was training the dogs to track. Some dogs were trained in obedience, some in protection, and one dog was just a show dog.

One day when I was about 10 years old, I was sitting on the floor with my arm around Shiva (our Rottwieler that was the gentlest dog I’ve ever met. She was the show dog, not trained in anythign more basic obedience, but ver pretty.) I was watching tv and there was a knock at the door. The other dogs were out in the backyard, as they weren’t allowed in the house as often as the gentle Shiva. I didn’t hear the conversation at the door, but Shiva must’ve sensed something because she stood up and got all stiff legged. The hair onthe back of her neck stood up and this low rumble started in her chest.

I was shocked. Shiva had never growled at anyone or anything. Just as I was getting up to see what was going on my mom went to close the front door and the guy there blocked it, and shoved the door open. He got one foot in the house and Shiva attacked.

This was not one of our protection trained dogs, but she went after the intruder and knocked him on his ass. When my Mom called her, the dog just stood over the guy and snarled. Needless to say, he stood up and ran, and we hugged and praised our pretty little dog. (And she was small- for a rottweiler)

My point? It was the untrained dog’s first instinct to protect those she loved. Sure, the trained dogs would’ve done it too, but the untrained dog did it out of love. I am a firm believer that while all dogs need obedience training, if you want a dog for protection, all you need to do it love it. That dog will love you back unconditionally. It will kill for you , and it will die for you.

It makes my skin crawl when I hear about animals being mistreated, and I find my heart always going out to the ones who need rescuing. If I was anywhere near Utah, I’d be quick to adopt Jack. But I’m not. SO if there is anyone out there, or near there, who has a yard in need of a loving dog to accupy it, please, contact Jo Leigh about Jack, the dog.

Saturday, May 19th, 2007
RWA

I’ve never been a huge fan of big organizations, and RWA (Romance Writers of America) is no different. My reasoning is because, really, they do nothing for me. Now, this could be because I live in a city with no local chapter, and the online chapter I belong to doesn’t seem to offer much that is of use to me. Sure there’s workshops and critique groups, and even a yearly contest, but these are mostlygeared toward unpublished, or newly published writers. Sure, I could get more involved, and maybe if I spoke up, more things of interest to me would be offered … but I admit, I’m just not that into it.

In defence of RWA and the online chapter, I do know many writers of all levels who enjoy and love both. I do believe you get out what you put in, and I don’t put in much.
I’ve come to the conclusion that they are just not what I need. I tend to get much more out of informative blogs like PBW and Alison Kent and free communities like Romance Diva’s.

I do enjoy the RWA conference, though I believe that’s more because I get to meet all my online friends than anything the organization actually does. Now, why am I saying all this? Because RWA has stated that they will not create an Erotic Romance category for the yearly RITA contest.

Am I surprised? No.

Am I disappointed? Yes.

Did I voice my opinion? Yes, I did.

Right now, this is still at the Proposal stage. Please, if you are an RWA member who feels that Erotic Romance deserves it’s own category in the Golden Heart / Rita contests now is the time to speak up. Go to RWA’s Website and in the top right hand corner after you sign in, you will see a Box with links to the Board Recommendations for Changes to the RITA and Golden Heart Contests You can read the changes (and there is quite a few, many not to do with Erotic Romance that might interest you as well). There is also an invitation to voice your concerns with any of the proposed changes.

I am posting part of my own letter to them as to why I feel a category is needed, in hopes that you will also speak up.

I’m writing to voice my disappointment that RWA will not be creating an Erotic Romance Category. While I do understand the reasoning that the romance is what the books are all about, not the sexual situations and that the level of sexuality should not determine a books category, I firmly believe that erotic romance still requires a category of it’s own to be judged equally.

Erotic romance novels are romance stories, but the way they are written, the tone, the voice and the language used to achieve the classification of Erotic Romance is very different from any other sub-genre of romance. As an author who started out writing traditional Erotica, and who writes in both genres, I feel I have a very good grasp of what the differences are. I fear that many authors who are not familiar with traditional erotica often are shocked, or distracted, by the frank language and sometimes envelope pushing sexual situations in erotic romance stories and that this sometimes blinds them to seeing the romance, because the romance is not always as blatant as the erotic aspects. I’m also upset that so many new writers think that an erotic romance has to have many, many sex scenes or extremely kinky sex scenes to be considered erotic. True erotic romance (as well as true erotica) is not about how many sex scenes are in a story, or how explicit or kinky they are. What makes a story erotic is the emotions involved. The overall tone of the story/book, not just the sex.

Without this support and showing of what is considered excellent erotic romance, new writers, and even experienced writers who are just new to the sub-genre, will continue to flounder. I have given workshops and taken part in many open discussions in romance communities about this sub-genre. I have judged both published and unpublished contests for Passionate Ink, the erotic chapter, and I have seen too many sub-standard stories. I see too many authors who think that adding more sex, or adding kinkier sex scenes to a romance makes it erotic. This is not true erotic romance, but without guidance from the organization and clear examples of what IS excellent erotic romance, how are they to learn? There are many voices and many authors with opinions of what is good erotic romance, I’m sure not everyone shares my own opinion. However, without a clear category, and clear examples, how is the membership to find it’s way? Who’s voice will stand out amongst all the ones that are screaming “No, this is what a good erotic romance is!”

Do I think my opinion will make a difference? Not really. But at least I know I voiced my opinion.